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Name: Nathan
Location: Iowa, United States
Birthday: 6/14/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: RELIENT K!! Love Relient K, not to mention all the WOW hits cd's, love Chris Rice and Hawk Nelson, Audio Adreneline, many more! I also like to draw, swim, eat..... Im one of those people who you hate, who can eat all they want and never gain a pound. I like wasting my money on, well, pretty much stupid stuff, I love movies (scary, comedy, some romance/chic flicks.... yeah I like some Chic flicks..... I like being outside, playing fresbie, riding bike, trampoline too..... many others....
Occupation: Student
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MSN: nato990@Hotmail.com
Member Since:
4/19/2005
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| ITS VaLeNtInEs Day!!!!
Its pretty exciting... naw, not really just pretty much a blah day for me like any other day. Except, I only have one class today, English, and thats it, And then i have a private lesson tonite, i guess im supposed to teach piano to someone tonite... joy! Oh i have great news, Im now an assosiate of KOHL'S. I got the call yesturday, I start on monday. I cant wait to start making some money, I REALLY NEED IT. Anyways no plans tonite, things didn't fall thru, so im dateless ...again. So if free tonite.... anyways, im in class right now and im supposed to be listening to "using the library" presentation, actually not to boring, but boredline. Happy Valentines day to you all. Untill next time-
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| So its a monday, .... yeah pretty blah.... not much has happened, considering its only 8:27am... kinda tired, yet not. In business class at the moment, trying to keep myself occupied. This weekend went way to fast.
Friday- Class in the morning... as usual, that went ok, then I had my interview at kohls in Mason at 5. That went pretty well, i guess i will find out if im going to be an employee either tomorrow or wednesday... so cross your fingers.... anyways, so tiffany was kind enough to let me borrow her car to drive me over to mason, man what a booster beast. Anyways I was driving home, just got onto the airport road, and then it hit me that i was going to be pulled over....you know that feeling when your really parinoid, well i was going 65 in 55 the state trooper said, and he pulled me over right by chysler. Man just what i needed to add on to my list of bills. And on top of that, i wasn't carrying my lisence... joy. But no matter he just gave me a warning, thank you god... i dont think i would even be able to afford even that. I got the game, way to go girls and boys.... what an interesting game.... and interesting nite....DANCE team did amazing the best performance yet.. (seniors, ... and chelsea...)
Saturday-SLEPT in till 2 can you believe that, man it was nice.... pretty much just mouped around... didnt do to much. But Blanch and I got ready for Emily's dance/ dinner reception, that was really fun. STRIPES>>>>>!!!! man get my inhaler....lol that was pretty funny. Oh and not to mention the FROSTING fight.... yeah RENAE i still owe you one yet... after the dance, amanda, boyd, alyssa, and myself went to the green house... that was fun....
Sunday- Church in the morning, that was same ole. Ordered pizza, and the monkey bread was so good.... then boyd and I went to E's for the superbowl party. That was really funny too. Got to hang out with everyone again. I always enjoy that. Thanks E, for letting us party it up at your house. HAPPY B-DAY JZ! Got to watch an interesting commercial about a flying bird, err maybe the bird wasn't flying.... idk freaky. lol I still think the "Power Pump" commercial was the best one.... but they were all good, they all had there different perks. To end the nite the STEELERS won! wheres mikey? lol not to good of a half time show tho, the "rolling stones" come on. Whats up with that, i think next year they should have RELIENT K, or KUTLESS, or maybe even SWITCHFOOT.... that would be an awesome football game/ half time. Anyways all in all my weekend went by to fast, but I enjoyed every moment of it. Untill next time,
your lil nader,
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| nadder here,
Thought i needed a new nick name nato,or toaster, or nathan, nathaniel, asian... just wasn't doing it for me..... so nadder is what i thought of. Anyways, im sitting here in the attrium just waiting for my business class, and decided that I would come check er out.... (xanga) for those who didn't get what i was meaning, anyways i dont have that much time considering i had a paper i was to type last nite but didn't so i think im going to do that now so i want to say this before i leave, GOOD LUCK to the seniors girls and chelsea for there dance-team performance, i hope that mix worked well, always glad to help out anytime... ummm what else, oh good luck Krista tonite, "get er done".... oh and whats this i hear about a deer, RENAE you have to tell me ASAP im dying to know. Oh and i didn't tell some of you this but, i have an interview today at Kohls at 5 and i got a ride, so pray that it goes well, cuz i really need this job considering in BROKE always... thanks... Have a nadder fun filled day... that sounded pretty corny... ha corny, haven't used that to much lately....
You lil nadder,
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| WHEN I'M HURTING
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.
If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.
But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
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| So its been since January 5th since I last posted....
Im in Waldorf now for those of you who didn't know that. The first week was alright except for the fact that I had to get up really early not used to that. My classes are ok I guess, I hate math tho but everything else is great. I have alot of breaks in between all my classes. Im actually in class right now Computer apps 1. BORING! I didnt wake up this morning for my first class but luckily I sent my homework to the instructor yesturday. So I still have no job and its really hurting now. As of now I have no gas in my car! and it sucks. I really hope I get a job soon, because I need the money really bad. So please pray for that. Thanks. Band practice today at 5:15pm and I think theres a girls game tonite at Osage Good luck! Im not sure if im going or not yet. Renee you still have my THUMB and I want it back... and speaking of that what about our thumb wedding? Yeah when is that gonig to happen, so you should be happy too that im finally posting. Well im running out of words to say....... so everyone have a good day and ill see you all at church later on!
im out-
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